I’m about 98% sure that I’m pregnant with my best friend’s (?) baby. I’ll know by the end of the week. I suppose Jake (baby daddy?) and I are together now…soooo well…life is getting confusing.
Idk anymore. Whenever he’s not here, I just mope around and cry mostly. The house is quiet and my bed feels empty when he’s gone. It feels like there’s just a huge piece missing when he’s gone now because we’ve changed so much lately. I’m also fairly sure that I’m pregnant.
My best friend who was taking care of my cats for 4 days broke in and had 2 parties while I was gone. Unfuckingbelievable.
I like a girl. She’s also my best friend. I’ve never liked a girl before. I like a boy. I think he likes me too. I thought I lost my chance but maybe not. Too afraid to do anything. I’m going out east to see my mom Sunday.
I’ll admit, I’m becoming desperate. I think. I just want every guy I can get , you know?
I almost got arrested at 2am this morning because I fell asleep in my car at a school.
(via blogsecret)
me too. it’s weird to think about…
I spent a lot of money today trying to have an awesome day and it failed so fucking bad
