Thu
Mar
22
My day off was today. I started the transition of my hair from dark brown to purple. Its currently soo blonde and freakin me out. Havent seen myself this blonde since i was a child
My computers hard drive crashed today…ugh
I work in fairfield tomorrow again
11 days until im fucking 21
This friday im being ditched by my best friend cuz im not 21
Everyones getting a fucking vacation this year except me….not fucking fair!
Idk what to do for my birthday.
Wed
Mar
21
I NEVER POSTED ANYTHING ABOUT SEEING DEADMAU5 ON HERE?! Wtfs wrong with me?!?! Getting to that now
My life has significantly cahnged since i last was around tumblr….allow me to update you a bit:
•working at subway
•frequent raver
•dropped dental assisting
•working on moving out of napa
•no longer friends with many people
•became a bit of a weed snob
•threw my birthday party (my real birthday is in 12 days! Ill be 21)
Thats a good start for now.
I was also vlogging for a while but toned things down a bit. Working on getting that going again. Social networking is something i really enjoy now: facebook, twitter, instagram, youtube, and good ol tumblr.
Im glad to be back.
Maybe i dislike watching lots of movies because theyre simply a reminder of the ficticious world i long to be a part of. A subconcious thing.
Fri
Nov
11
Shes my role model and has no idea. Probably never will, just because life works like that…but yeah, i really look up to you, lady.
Tue
Sep
20
been lagging on updates, need to change that. life has changed yet again. i decided to sell my car and buy a new one, which i’m probably doing today. it’s been weird sitting here with six thousand eight hundred dollars next to me in this envelope…thinking about all of the things i could possibly be doing right now rather than preparing to buy this 4runner. also, i’m going to get “Be Happy” tattooed onto my left arm..i’m so excited about it. just waiting to find a place where i’d really like to get it done. part of me kinda sorta wants to go to lucky 7 in king’s beach, but i have no idea if that would work. i’m really trying to take a trip of some sort with some of my left over money…tahoe, plane ticket, something…my heart aches. it wants to be in indiana with jill and melanie. but then again my heart also wants to be here in napa, with my dad, and in tahoe, too…ah. i’m so lost in life right now. i wish i had all of my friends here to like get my own place in tahoe with.
