anti-reality

Wed Aug 10

i am so frustrated. i quit my job before getting a new one on a spur of the moment decision (kinda). no, it wasn’t a great idea. but i’m a very well qualified employee who has genuine compassion for people and providing great customer service. 

i’m mad because the day after i quit, i had myles jumping in my face, rubbing his new job in my face.

sarah made hella good tips (150 on a tuesday night?!) and of course that never happened while i worked there.

it’s just like i’m trying to take my mistake and keep plugging along and keep money coming in somehow. i’m trying to keep this optimistic attitude and things like this make me sooo angry. i don’t want to know how much an hour you make at your job.

i’m sure it’s just a test that life is giving me, and i’m trying hard to pass, i just hope something comes up SOON.